Song Meaning
Song Breakdown
Verse 1 - Sandro Cavazza
This verse opens with a wistful memory of a love that once felt eternal. "You said that we would always be" evokes the naivety of first promises, the kind that once held all-consuming faith. But that certainty has dissolved, leaving the narrator adrift — "Without you, I feel lost at sea." It is a disorienting, dream-like state, where the very person who once anchored him is now gone. In a tender, paradoxical image, he recalls their love as “wild and free,” a force that was both untamed and inseparable. But the inherent irony is clear: the freedom they once cherished together is now a haunting reminder of what he’s left to face alone.Pre-Chorus
The pre-chorus sharpens the contrast between promises made and reality. "You said you'd follow me anywhere," a vow of loyalty and unconditional support, is now a hollow echo. Cavazza’s voice, heavy with resignation, brings to life the quiet realization that those words no longer hold weight. His partner’s eyes, once a source of comfort and clarity, now only mirror distance. This pivotal moment is a stark acceptance of the heartbreak that his once-safe harbor has been compromised. He’s left to find his way through the shadows, facing the unknown without the companion he trusted to be by his side.Chorus
In the chorus, the pain of abandonment morphs into a fierce determination. He resolves to “learn how to love without you,” each line emphasizing his reluctant but necessary independence. There’s a poignant shift here — the language of loss becomes the language of survival. He takes on the “cross,” a symbol of personal struggle and redemption, shouldering the weight alone. The line "Stuck in a riddle and I'm just about to figure it out" reflects the chaos of confusion and the slow journey toward clarity. The chorus ends with an emboldened statement, vowing to break free from the restraints of heartbreak. He's no longer held back, declaring "I'm goin' Bonnie and Clyde without you," as he embraces a life of his own with rebellious resilience.Verse 2
The second verse dives deeper into the internal conflict he faces, running “from myself and the truth I fear.” This line is a powerful admission of the struggle to confront his own vulnerabilities without the buffer of a partner’s support. The verses’ imagery — a heart “beating” yet unable to “see clear” — encapsulates the contradiction of feeling alive yet numb. Beneath the bravado of the chorus lies a quiet, raw yearning: “How I’m wishing that you were here.” Even amidst his attempt to escape, there’s a longing for the security of what was, showing that growth comes with moments of looking back.Pre-Chorus
The pre-chorus returns with a new weight. There is no longer a plea, only the sober acceptance that those promises were fleeting. "You said you'd follow me anywhere" resonates more as a bittersweet memory than a lament. The sense of betrayal, once so cutting, now rests in the background, replaced by a calm determination to stand alone. The sorrow is still present, but it has transformed into resolve, leaving behind the emptiness that the partner’s absence created.Chorus
The chorus hits again with even more resolve. This time, the words carry the strength of someone who has chosen self-reliance over dependence. His anthem, "I've gotta learn how to love without you," becomes a mantra. In saying, "I'm gonna tear this city down without you," there’s an audacious energy, a readiness to take on the world despite heartbreak. He will move forward and live fully, even if it means breaking down and rebuilding parts of himself along the way. The final repetition of “Bonnie and Clyde without you” now feels like a celebration of newfound autonomy, the spirit of defiance against the very pain that once held him captive.Album : AVICI (01) - EP (2017)